me and mom had a nice little chat about you last night. For some reason, no matter how big of a douche bag you used to be, i still love you with everything i have. You never really were there for me, i mean you left me and mom when i was born and you left me when i turned 16(after you had promised not to move away until i made it to college). Theres been a lot of promises broken. but putting all of that aside, i know you care for me and love me too. i know you want the best for me and would do anything to make me happy. i guess i should just be thankful that you didn't disapear and not stay in contact. I look at shannon sometimes and wonder how he could ever live without knowing if his dad is dead or where he is, what he's doing. Im grateful that you gave me the life i have, without you i wouldnt even be living.
i miss you.
cant wait to see you in January.
Love,
Your Pumpkin
No comments:
Post a Comment